F N’ F (Fear Not Friday)
On the discussion of fear — Do you fear folly?
The lack of good sense and foolishness scares me. I don’t like it. I don’t like it at all. My father was a man of folly. He lacked all good sense and every act he did was full of foolishness.
As a result, I am hypersensitive to my actions. All of them. I critique and criticize myself all the time in an attempt to rid myself of foolishness. Not sure it can happen completely, but I am hard on myself. I am an intense person by all measures. I’d like to be more light-hearted than I am but life is a very serious thing to me.
Again, residual effects of a burdened childhood.
Maybe today I will intentionally try to be more free, live in a zone of peace, and attempt to rid myself of some self-judgment.
This is my dog, Jax. He is full of silliness and makes me laugh all the time. I need to take some lessons from him!
