Hey!

My dearest,

Its been over 6 months since I had written on any of my platforms et I gotta say my darling readers,

hallo toi!At this point. I . Am. A Legit
retired human.oh yah et You knows it-:)let’s update shall we?further, I’m sorry I am never like ever updating my Instagram, like, I have been logged out forever, but when mydear friend Kathy DMs me, it’s serious Merde!
I have been relocating myself, honestly et truth be told I just opened my two books last night.Eager to be read and I swear I cannot relate to anything books at the au courant.

non sir.  Or madame. I am still not available!

No it’s not a mid life crisis, i had mine at 16,

and it was terrible.

Now,

The 40’s is so darn hekkish. Hellish.
I need ten Aston’s to recover .ten.
Ok, one would do the job, dear husband.
But, what the heckins am I to do with that, haha, I laugh but let’s get real for a second, isn’t being in your 40’a visit to hell in sweatpants?

Emotinally I feel like 5 different people.

One humble, one materialistic, one lost, one found and lastly,A saint.So there you go, don’t be hard on yourself, it’s part of being alive.
Amen, yah?So I gave up on writing.
I gave up on planting.
I Gave up on watering my boxwood garden.they are dead, ps, horticulture my derrière.merci to Martha S, so ain’t you darling.I gave up on Simon- big time.
Yah I realize that I can’t work so hard to make a penny.
Or 2.I Just tossed the pages in,so I could sit on the floor, wear my Christian Dior sunglasses, sweats from Abercrombie,  driving  someone else’s  car, only to find out..drumrolls’il vous plaît?only,to find that I need to get back to books.I am 4 books behind!
Remind me never –ever to have a mid life crisis in the middle of my most inconvenient of times.I mean it.Now I miss you dearly, but I must get back to doing what i live for,Printing books to show everyone, all humans,that I amJYST FINE.blah blah et blah.yah, it’s all about the image, minus my horticulture skills.later foxes et hunters,R Kate ShaikhThe flower duet
charlotte church
ps. Listen to this whilst you read
this, an effect you won’t want to
miss!
😆Charlotte, you owe me

big time baE.