My environment and me …

Just a few minutes before i became aware of something. The order of my realisation was in this order.

First, i was thinking of all the people who made me feel bad about myself. It was their look or their irritation of handling me. They were all from college.

Second, i realised that this is the reason i subconsciously, unknowingly didn’t want to do my internship in my college. Because i didn’t have anything to look up for. In short, who likes to be surrounded by people who either hate you or don’t bother much about you or who are friends but have many friends to take of or people who know you as a child but not know you fully and having no one at any seniority level who cares for you. It is lonely and shaky to be there.

Lastly, i thought that sometimes at home too i felt left out.

But on the other side

The times i was successful, i had 2-3 friends each time. We shared the same ideals (the previously mentioned people didn’t). I felt so comfortable and cared for. I looked up for the next day. I never felt like i worked. And we few friends cared for each other and were close with each other. And at that period i got exemplary results.

So, i need to magnetize “a few” people who “share my ideals”, for whom i am “a close friend” and the bliss of this move me forth in my career and life

Yeah, i am magnetizing them to me. Magnetizing, magnetizing magnetizing, magne…

Thanks so much! Love you