Day 3,388: I Love You Coco

It’s the change in tense that’s the hardest. From is to was. From love to loved. And it’s because for me, the tense hasn’t changed. It will never should, and should never change. Coco is my love. I love her.

A really hard day, you guys. One of the hardest of my life. Right up there with when my brother died tragically. The grief is overwhelming. I feel flattened by it. Spent. Utterly defeated.

She was my everything. Literally every thought of every day took her into account, considered her...