I just had a startling thought … this blog is completely anonymous, my identity obscured purposefully. I've made it clear that with a serious enough seizure, I could die. That means one day Gillian C just might disappear. If that were to happen, this blog would be my epitaph. The only testament to what I attempted to achieve here, building a community of acceptance and belonging. Processing my own past and trying to be a better person. Damn … that blew my mind.