Stop Telling Me I’m Not Crazy — A Bipolar Mixed Mood and Hiding Insanity

The following is indicative of a mixed mood. These are not necessarily my exact thoughts when I'm thinking more clearly.

It's days like today when I'd like to punch anyone in the face who says I'm not crazy. I'm crazy. I'm CRAY-ZEE. I know you can't see it, but if you were in my brain right now, it would be crystal clear to you. I'm feeling so crazy, in fact, that I suspect another person would think they were psychotic if they had to deal with the brain I currently have. I know this is not psychosis, though. I know this is a brutal, unfair, horrific bipolar mixed mood.