feeling non prolific

   dearest,

i was so unwell for hours today that i couldn’t possibly  do a thing. Call it what you may, my writers schedule suffers desperately at times. With the timeframes of 3 books to do, it’s very daunting when one thing goes wrong-  the domino effect happens. To all of my readers,

“life rarely give us an apology for stolen time.”

So we ought to make the best of it, non?

oui Je le pense.

This here is my newly done second  cover, a book redo if you please. I have gotten heavily criticized in the beginning of my writing journey, for making things strictly proper when they ought to look fallen apart.

I think it’s a silent disorder i struggle with. But when i wrote

au revoir  Fraire, she became an orphan.

So i think this cover gives her a much more profound identity to her than the other.

I often get asked two very important of questions, a lot of them are but these two are very prominent on the top tier.“One, you seem to write a lot, do you not get burnt out?” I would be lying if i said no, there are times when i am so exhausted i literally need someone to drive  me around etchera but with my extremely busy life, every hour is split in half, i have no time to dilly dally.None, well except when i’m directed to accommodate !“Two, Why haven’t you found a publisher with your so many publications?”

This one’s like eating ice cream et realizing you don’t like milk. The thing is, i fear that i have realized my self worth  as my Aim isn’t to sell my work  et collect royalties.

Absolutely not.It’s not my dream any longer to be published by a great name that will reprint my books in the cheapest of  manner.No i’d rather never see inside of those publishing houses. My books are vaulted, because the are worth more than anything a publisher can do.This i call,know your worth dearest. Know it or you are going to be a pretty little paycheck to the big leagues, if you are lucky you’d even get a blue check on instagram et you’ll feel rather important.Very stupidly important.That’s not me, i am to bloddy realistic et hard working to be underestimated.et when i am, which i am,
i
pretend to be pious and not
say a word.That happens when you work  7 days a week. I cannot have the luxury of a day off. Hence, It works for me,do what works for you et remember,the great ones have great tribulations et greater pains.  back to work…     yours,     moiread this if you are bestseller, et tell me how accomplished you really are: google states;Brazilian author Ryoki Inoue holds the Guinness World Record for being the most prolific author, with 1,075 books published under many pseudonyms. Inoue would write all day and all night until he finished a book. Jan 24, 2020. 

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      Jesus et mary save me, sometimes i feel like i don’t write enough. This search did not help moi!!