Fear and uncertainties

Today, I got updated of how high some of my people have achieved. It was way too much for me to even imagine.

While writing this post i realised, it is the first time I am actually feeling nauseous and under-pressure with expectations.

Previously, i used to be just an average. So, except my family, other people didn’t expect much from me. It was comfortable, free and I had to just give my best then.

Out of nowhere, when success came it was a beautiful feeling.

Now, i did achieve something great by getting into this college. But now this post graduation is the next achievement that i need to collect too. And this time I am in a spotlight kind of position. Expectations and all…

If I had a plan and if I were following it, i would be as cool as a cucumber even in the heat of exams. But nothing goes as planned. And i have no idea how I am gonna do it.

I just wanna give my best. Keep moving forward and to never give up. To remind myself that i too am good at certain things that no one else is at.

Recently, i started going through think and grow rich again. And in the chapter of faith, the author writes about unwavering faith. Of course, he does mention that it develops with autosuggestion. Also mentions to have faith that we can tap into universal intelligence to get ideas and directions for our fantasy dreams.

But those words ‘unwavering faith’. The moment I heard it, i felt free as if all things I wanted is already here. I want to tap into that feeling and become ruthless and careless about what may happen in future instead all I can do is to give my best each day.

Thanks so much! What i would do without you! Love you guys