B is for Blogging

So. A-to-Z Blogging Challenge, anyone? Sounds a little tricksy, especially seeing as blogging and I…well… I'm not confident about blogging. I'm actually terrified of it. But Valerie Sloan kinda talked me into it. You can't get over fear unless you face it. So here we go. I missed A, but here's B.

And B is for Blogging.

I've never been the sort of type to journal: In the past, I've started journals…of course, as a kid, I would write about how horrible my parents were, how much I was jealous of my cousin for being an only child, why my friend and I were now exes. And then I would sign them with a fake name, because I grew up wanting to change it. XD So I'd write a page-long rant (basically) and sign it with my name of choice (Isabelle, Lilith, Darien, Harley…the only ones I can remember off the top of my head LOL) and then…promptly forget about it three days later because I shoved it between my mattress and box-springs.

Anyway. I never stick with it. And blogging's kind of the same way. Who wants to hear about me? I'm boring. I'm not adventurous, I'm not wild and crazy. I don't have an amazing dog who does silly things that people will love. I generally don't do things worth writing about, or even outside my comfort zone. So why?

I…am still not sure But I'm doing it (Look Ma, no hands!) Because I can. Because some people who like my books, might wanna know what I have to say about the real Kodi. Because once I get a topic to blog about (or in this case, a letter of the alphabet) I run with it and find that I might have something worthwhile to say.

And because I need to get over this irrational fear that if I blog, and if I comment on other blogs, I'm going to get eaten by a big, black shadow monster who sucks out your soul (and let me tell you, it sounds like a long and painful process). So. I'm blogging. Once a day, besides Sundays, for the whole of April. And maybe by the end of the month, I'll be a more confident blogger.

I can do this.

(And because it's Music Monday…a song that starts with "B" and oh, so fitting Much love!)