Strength in Weakness

Dane Ortlund:

Few things bring our weakness to the surface like seminary. Spending all day with classmates who read faster than you, memorize paradigms more easily than you do, and preach better than you do pours gasoline on the flames of our insecurity. Ongoing moral failure–for young men in today's hypersexualized world I am thinking especially of sexual failure, though spiritual pride, laziness, envy, intellectual haughtiness, and a bent toward divisiveness also reveal our weakness.

Seminary gathers up all our latent insecurities and forces them before us. We begin to ask questions of ourselves.

Am I supposed to be here? we wonder. Shouldn't I be better at the languages if this is where God wants me? Shouldn't I be able to preach in front of 8 brothers in a homiletics practicum without my eyes being chained to my notes and my palms sweating? Shouldn't my finances be less strapped if seminary is the Lord's good purpose in my life? Shouldn't I be able to finally kick that habitual sin if I'm spending so much time pondering God and the Bible?

Brother: those soul-squeezing questions are your friends. Without them you would coast through seminary and graduate a shallow, twaddling little man with no depth and trite answers.

God's grace is sufficient for you. Get over yourself. You are weak. You are inadequate. You always will be. And the story of the Bible is God's delight in taking weak, inadequate men and doing the unthinkable. Stop insulting the Holy Spirit. Your weakness is the single crucial prerequisite for him to make your life a miracle. To think "I don't have what it takes" is precisely what it takes. Don't try to overcome your weakness. Leverage your weakness into a lifetime of 1 Corinthians 2:1-5 ministry.

God's power is made perfect in your weakness.