From A to B and all the detritus in between.
Saturday 28th of June 2020
From the outside the caterpillar in the cocoon looks like it’s doing nothing.
Unfold the map, let’s see where we are.
A few days ago I found something ‘Perfect’, an old journal from 2012 to 2015. I didn’t update it frequently, we weren’t close like you and me. Anyway, I read through some of it. It was painful… but enlightening. I learned a lot about why I’ve been stuck in procrastination mode. It made me look at all the things I’m still holding on to.
Finding this, reading this, has caused me to rethink some things, but as a rule, one should not make any big life decisions where you’re due on, so I’ll get back to them at a later date. But, what if…
What if all this insecurity, fear, anxiety, weakness, is a mask I’m wearing? Being small, being guilty, kept me safe, so it became a disguise I started to wear all the time.
What if I know who I am?
What if I believe in who I am?
What if I like who I am?
What if I’m confident?
What if I take this mask off?
