unedited moi with answers

my dearest you,

Oh i woke up to many dms et i sat at the edge of my bed- frantic! i thought my emails were hacked and not to get paranoid but then my web page CRASHED

I swear i didn’t care what meeting my husband was in- i broke it up. Hence, my web person was the best- he had it running in hours- minutes perhaps.

I think the great fear is Rianna kate Shaikh has pulled the plug on being somewhat public. I have made it coarse, i am not public, so i apparently have many readers et followers on instagram. We again are nearing 1M. Which surprises me, i am a solemn bore.

HEy hurrah for moi !

Image.: via instagramHence, we are back in business so let’s chat, oui?

Its been an insanely etched summer, i swam, i cleaned, i redesigned my entire house et i did absolutely well, i spent thousands on trees

Imagine my husband coming home from a business trip et my entire landscape was meticulously done. i swear it must hurt being married to moi, but i didn’t stop there, non, i went tree crazy et planted a conservatory. HAH. Hah.

Hah.The thing is, i am not an outside type of lady but trees make me so happy et i bought all the grown boxwoods money could buy. So you could say this summer i became that lady i ran from my whole existence 🤷🏼‍♀️

Nevertheless i also discovered that after many emails, i don’t give a damn about being published by a big publisher. or any. Honestly speaking with most humbled thoughts, i was not bred for the public. I have enough issues with being Rianna Shaikh the human

Next line, read carefully:

Consider me retired. please. I think at this point i don’t care if any of my books are public, i need to relax et water my jardin, tend to my boxwoods and mulberry et meditate. Oh yes, the children, the husband…Obviously i don’t water plants, but hey it did sound good- And you believed me!

I am just to busy mothering et wifing et planting et stacking books up- and cooking, gee i make a great meal steamed daily. I am pure domesticated talent now world, i feel darn proud. That’s coming from a woman that needed an entire team to run a household.

”Age is a definite number that determines our growth.”

I have also mastered the art of taking selfies…

I know- GENIUS

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obviously i am not kim K.
She must be exhausted.

I think after i read my many q et A’s i realized
the world sees me as a perfected portrait, that which
i am not. So this here is me, unedited.

I get a lot of questions on my age et
my skin procedures. Truth is, i live very organic.
I get facials twice a week et next step-
I AM a RAW vegan,99 percent.
That’s the Most asked question from
my instagram feed.
Though i am not ever flattered, i remain
utterly grateful.
And non, i have never had botox.
I can’t get myself to go on that lane.Well looks like i must get back to clearing
my head and writing broken letters from

Emeline Benoit.

I find her story was one i couldn’t do for many months. I too have struggled with great depression atleast twice in my life, and if this is you, know that it does get better.But do seek help, because depression is an insane mix of swim or sink et you don’t know which is which, until you are drowning.Life my dears is never a clear path, et our human hearts and mind often go in different directions, but i will say is that you have one self, one life, and in such you have a purpose. You’ll find it with great faith et heart. Or else you’ll be like the common man, lost et running in life screamingYolo.Have we come this far to act so frivolous?

Exactly. Get your heads together, i’m sure you’ll be brilliant like Marcus Aurelius or Plato. Oui i have been given great lectures over the summer on stoicism by my teenage philosopher !