NEW MEDITATION: What more were you waiting for?

SOMETIMES THE MESSAGES ARE ALL AROUND ME
BUT I STILL CAN'T SEE THEM
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Because they're not what I want to hear
and I don't want to see them

Because I'm clinging to something I
don't want to let go of

Because I'm clinging to something I

love

that I don't know how to be

WITHOUT.

And I can spin my wheels like
the man in the old story
who was given warning
the a flood was coming and
decided to stay in his house
because "God will provide"

and when they sent the boat
when the water was rising
and he refused to get in and
then turned away the helicopter
when he'd stranded himself
on the roof and continued to
say

GOD WILL PROVIDE

until finally he drowned

And God said, I sent you
a warning
and I sent you a boat
and I sent you a helicopter...

WHAT MORE WERE
YOU WAITING FOR?