Writing! It's a Thing I Do!

Whenever I hear other writers talking about creativity, they say really lovely things. It's always like, "My creativity is a beautiful butterfly spreading the wings of story, and it sweeps its colors across the sky of my prose."

But this is NEVER EVER NEVER how I feel about writing. It stresses me out and I hate trying to figure out plot (vs. snarky conversation and swoony making out) and for some reason I can never remember that first drafts are supposed to suck and I should never compare...