Your idea of success is?

 My darlings,Much questions. I confess I write after midnight It’s insomniac really which I think any serious writer must understand, your journey as one is sort of like days lingering into solitude Et then a sudden outpouring of an unrelated storm. On repeat.
Then you go through days where you have missed daylight entirely Et then you are in night. You are Either everly exhausted or full of zeal. It’s pure madness, but the kinds that I Am adjusting too.
Surely my days are nights Et nights, my day. So I listen to classical music till 1am, avec my partner in absolute quiet, Roo.
well congratulations to moi, we are soon to be on book 4 in 4 months, god willing. A task but one in where I have fully accepted my work to be an enormous  balance of my time. And endless sleep. I told my husband I am fully retired Yah to all of you taken by my resume of private publications, I do wish you a lot of luck reaching me. Because if I hired a publicist tomorrow, it’s over. Luckily I am not in the mood. I have become a great citizen of obedience Et the virtuous patience. Hence, I got so many messages.I shan’t be ungrateful for your time-  ever.
So the question most asked:“What is my idea of success?”    My first 10. I am not perfect.1. A prayfull  life, to me God is everything. Nothing in this world shall be before him.

2. Giving up on all the things that you know isn’t good for you- hence, I have locked everyone off, well hey no one says I was perfect

3. being firm in your humility- I am trying- I am at times but then someone has to mess it up, and I scream F you.
I apologize for the F, it’s fudge

4. Live kindly- I tried this. Sometimes I fail.

5. Whatever you do, do it from your heart- success!  Except people take so full advantage of my kindness. Hence, I attach a name to a character Et put in a book. So Merci.6. Be a great mother- success!    Actually I am a tough one, unfortunately I believe in austerity when raising children. They are loved, just stay in a straight line!7. Work very hard Et thorough at what you are called too- I’m in private publication #19 in 16 months. I am over working this one. 8. Don’t hate those that hurt you-okay got me here- FAILED. Big time.9. Do charity – I do. But sometimes I feel like I can put all the homeless in my home, I would. But I can’t. Obviously.

10. Forgive people.
Absolute failure in this. Because when you hurt me, you are sooooo done.
Sorry, you wanted the truth.

  okay. I am glad you asked. But I need to sip my chamomile Et sleep.Number 11.
Most important- don’t wish for what you don’t have. Think about this, as a lot of you are wishing for something that’s not good for you.  I silently wish for contentment…Oui not in my vocabulary.     Au revoir darlings, 

Rianna Kate Shaikh