I have a secret. I can't tell it. But I'm writing...

I have a secret. I can't tell it. But I'm writing it with someone else, and it's very good.
AND, I wish I could freaking draw.
LOOK. I *can* draw. But I never have the time/space/lack of minions hanging on me to do it right. And unlike writing, which I bash out at a pretty respectable rate—then go back and clean up later—I loathe erasing sketches. And I need much more practice at drawing before I can feel comfortable with my first-drafts. I'm just not there yet, so it becomes a self-perpetuating cycle.
If there were some way to TYPE comics (besides stripgenerator, which I still love, btw), I'd be all over it. As it is, I sit and stare longingly at YouTube videos of people actually drawing their comics, scanning them into Photoshop, and coloring them. I can do that stuff! I know *how* to do all that stuff. I should practice so I can do that stuff!
But I type 90 wpm and it's far more gratifying to finish my writing than it is to spend two years drawing a graphic novel. Right now.
When/if all my kids are in school, then perhaps I'll have more time.
Or maybe I'll get crazy post-WDW vacay this year and come home and sketch up something nuts, and just experiment w/ digitizing it, just because.
Never say never.
But do say "not today," sometimes. I do, anyway. Not enough horas in the dia.
Here's where this awesome character image came from:
jupira by ~DjBisparulz


