Back to square one

The past few days have been a rollercoaster ride. I didn’t have the energy to blog for a couple of days. I have been busier ever since I moved to my work location after a long break. As I have moved here after a long gap, I have a lot of meetings to do with friends. During the pandemic, I have missed being around friends. Everyone has evolved with time, changed their relationship statuses, and remained supportive of my singlehood. As most of my friends are couples, I began to feel hesitant visiting them. I get questions about marriage and advice on dating. Honestly, I am struggling to get married or even go on a date with someone.
Recently, I met one of my closest friends who has been in a committed relationship for a while now. We discussed my thoughts on an eligible bachelor. I loved the interaction we had with him and his babe. I don’t know what life has on its card for me. But, I want to trust the process of this universe and continue working on myself. Everything else apart, I am so glad to return to the work location. The sad part about this return is adulting. I hate shopping for household items. I hope we find the strength together to deal with adulting and meet my crazy friends.