uncle Dread

haven’t eaten in 3 days, even when i try
i can’t figure out why
then comes the sinking feeling
dizziness and nausea has me reeling
world closing in
cold creeping through my skin
uncle Dread has come for a visit
uninvited he just comes in and sits
that iconic smirk reflected back at me
let’s talk he says playfully
skillfully knitting my emotional strings
narrating a tale of future things
easily capturing my imagination
whose vividness only fuels my trepidation
with horror fear and doubt, he forms a wheel
directing the course of what i feel
i feel helpless beneath his glaring gaze
derisive laugh, smirk never leaving his face
all my own, my evil twin
dark doppelganger from within
i must argue hope, strength and positivity
i must find the other side of me
i find myself at the shore of the sea
the waves crashing are calling to me
uncle Dread cannot live in the blue
these waters bring life, renew
even amidst their turmoil there is peace
they teach me how to find release
drown the pestilence of woe
rise from the waves and know
i will not be mastered by my circumstances
every breath like each wave brings new chances
to fight the fate that seems self evident
to lay siege to my issues and not relent
i feel the surge of life in me
like the powerful current of the sea
Divine hope shines down upon my face
i bask in Love’s warming embrace
that smirk has changed on the face of Dread
it’s a smirk of confidence on my face instead

© Ryan J. Pearce 2021
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