これは双子の炎の意味ですか？

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これは双子の炎の意味ですか？

It’s taken some adjusting to embracing the reality of having found my Twin Flame. When a lot of people think of Twin Flames, they think wedding bells and forever romance and screaming “I love you!” at the top of your lungs from a mountain top.

And those thoughts aren’t wrong … they’re just one part of what having a Twin Flame relationship means for some people …

And so my Twin Flame journey continues…

Hi My Twin and I took some space in July. He told me the whole thing was too much. I agreed. And we spoke of other matters of the heart. I didn’t know hearing something that I waited 20 years to hear would break my heart like that.

He took off running. I didn’t chase. I gave myself time to process my feelings. I focused on giving myself compassion and space to mourn and heal.

And when I finished having compassion for myself, I was ready to extend it to my Twin from a distance. And I let go of a lot of old hurt that I gripped like a hot coal burning my hand.

I decided to stop being angry and let myself move forward by letting go of the past. Part of the reason we’ve been so back and forth is because I was holding onto anger and using it as a shield. I was afraid to let him close to me again. But I realized that was the wrong approach.

I decided to release my anger.

It was easier than I thought once I convinced myself the feeling didn’t have a purpose. So I made an agreement with myself to act with compassion the next time My Twin and I spoke.

And then after that came the repeating 2s. Everywhere I looked there were 22s and 222s. I sensed my Twin was going to contact me.

During the space, I dreamed about my Twin twice. The first time I dreamed I was giving him the third degree for how much he hurt me when he started running. He contacted me IRL and I sent him a snarky song because I wasn’t ready to talk.

The 2nd dream was our deceased friend called us to scolded us for being mean to each other.

Yesterday My Twin got in touch. I told him about the dream and he said he had a similar one. The magic was still there when we talked. By then end of the conversation I felt our friendship was renewed but u also felt that giddy, riding on cloud 9 dazed feeling settling in. It’s because the depths of our connection is bottomless and it makes my heart drunk and my mind dizzy.

Today I randomly I remembered a shodo painting I did a long time ago that hung in my Twin’s and mine living room in Japan over 10 years ago. It was 炎 – 2 signs for fire when put together means “blaze”. When I found a picture of my painting I wanted to laugh. I had no idea what Twin Flames are back then and yet I painted the characters and hung them over our couch. “Twin Flames? Right …” I laughed. I work in a call center so I see numbers all day and it was 22 and 222 all over the place again. To the point that I couldn’t ignore it.

So I pulled out a Tarot deck and drew a card: the holographic lovers card. The way the light hit the card, it made it look like Raphael had 2 heads — twin souls again.