To become is work

 

       Dearest you,

I woke up exhausted, looking at my schedule, waiting for my husband to get home. So I can simply not be the Sargent of everyone. I think it’s good to be the one that runs the show but it’s a complete book on time management.

Today I have a lot of portraits to do, books etc, I find it very hard to look as I should et feel the same way. When you are this scheduled, with all of your timely commitments, as a person you are an emotional being too.

It’s like Running a marathon emotionally, at times  feeling, très compliqué mais fatiguant.

So to be is to get actually organized with your time as if your life depends on it. I am always asked,

“how do you do so much?”

A lot of you would say my team, but no one runs the show of my life committments to my daily task of mothering, my home, my books, our lives melded, and educating oneself on the act of womanhood.
That part only life can teach you, but you will get burnt in many ways, inevitably.
Being a woman is hard work. But you must be a woman first. I think being  a man is almost as hard because the responsibility is often so different.

non, well sure.

well I gotta get myself liking myself enough to be photographed which by itself is

beaucoup de travail!

Darlings, wish me bonne chance,
RS