Reclaiming piano. Shutdown pain and emotion. Bipolar, PTSD.

My name is Xanthe Wyse. Diagnosed bipolar 1 disorder, post-traumatic stress disorder (PTSD), social anxiety disorder. Woke up physically in a lot of pain today. Tends to happen when I am shutting down emotional pain (which I do strongly with my presentation of PTSD). Today would have been my 25th wedding anniversary. When I mentioned… Read More »