The Ways in Which I Would Pleasure Him

Last night, after a day filled with so many emotions, I was desperately in need of a little pleasure. So, as has become my habit, I sought out my favorite gay porn website. My need for an orgasm was high. I find that is often the case whenever I am experiencing extremes of emotion. I realize it's a form of self-medication, but I really didn't care. Restraint was for another day.

I pulled up a video of two exquisitely muscled, dark-haired men and settled in. My hand already nestled firmly...