Bits In Limbo

You know those people who have it all figured out,
Have done the therapy,
Performed the work to make themselves whole like they have never been,
Those with serene, perennial smiles on their faces that you want to smash off for
Promising that you, too, will crawl out of bed without rage one day.
I’m not there yet.
I keep starting out on my road of self-discovery and forgiveness
Then get distracted by bright objects either side of my path.
Sometimes I’m on rollerskates,
And I never did learn how to put my ...