Teaching during the pandemic of 2020/21

Students, Students Everywhere
Students are hereStudents are thereIn class or in bed at homeThey join from anywhere.
One day at schoolThe next day online"Connecting from El Salvador? Sure, I guess that's fine!"
Some days they work hardOther days they only playSome have structured learningSome don't connect all day.
Routine and consistencyNo longer can existI suggest a daily scheduleand give a daily check-off list.
We try to have discussionsWith both groups at one time.We try to use our whiteboardsto add twelve nickels and a dime.
But with muffled conversationsBehind masks and plastic wallsAnd one who turns their camera offWhile another shows off her dolls.
To actually hold all their attentionAnd really drive the concept inI admit defeat so oftenAnd have to teach it all again.
Where rigor once held meaningAnd practice happened every dayWe now barely scratch the surfaceAs we learn in this new way.
Everything takes longerBoth for the students and for meA simple daily warm-upTakes the normal prep times three.
First to prerecord itThen to assign it virtuallyThen to teach in personAnd translate as need be.
I harp on kids to finishAnd beg for work from kids not thereTeaching in this modelHas become a huge nightmare.
I feel so ineffectiveWhen I see the gaps and holes,Knowing so many different factorsLie outside of my control.
I lay awake at nightWondering what else I can tryThis concept seems so ridiculousShould I laugh or should I cry?
I know that when I'm stretchedThere's a purpose up ahead.One day I will look backAnd see just where it led.
Meanwhile I press onAnd do the best that I can do.Praying for daily strength and wisdomFrom the One who carries me through.
Students here, students thereAll leaning on just one me.Taking time today to care for my own needsSo I can be the best I can be.