Does My Life Belong To Me?

Does My Life Belong To Me?

As I sit in front of my laptop,
Dashing away these lines from my head,
My mind despairs at the day ahead,
Dulled by the ache and agony of fear.

I woke up today morning,
And burrowed my head deep into the pillow,
Never wanting to wake up again,
To another day of life on this earth.

Yesterday I went to the temple,
Hoping that I would find solace in Gods abode,
The God whom I despise,
For making me go through this cruel life.

From my earliest days,
I have been an...