I'm about to get philosophical…

  Every once in a while, I get scared, nervous, confused, philosophical? It started last year when I turned thirty. Well, worse after I turned thirty anyway. I'll be doing something, and then BAM. It hits me. Mortality. The "Holy shit, I'm gonna die, someday."  I look around me and I think, I'm still young, I have my whole life ahead of me. I try to imagine what life would be like in another sixty or seventy years. Because, let's face it folks, I'm living until I'm at least a hundred.

I'll...