Wee update

Ugh, I wanted to write tonight, but instead I fell into a youtube hole of cooking videos, then discovered that Bad Lip Reading posted a new one, which made me laugh so hard I cried and then I realized that my anxiety is just generally way too high to settle down enough to focus on writing. I’m having massive financial worries this month and also trying to a slightly cheaper place with fewer water shut-offs but the end of summer is always the leanest time of the year for me in terms of money because I don’t teach voice lessons over the summer to supplement my measly income at my full-time job. So by late August, I’m struggling hard, and this year is no exception. So, on top of the anxiety of waiting to hear whether or not I got the apartment (and I HAVE to let my building know by tomorrow night for an October 1st move, so I need to hear by tomorrow, but the new place’s property manager was on vacation last week, so - nothing like cutting it right down to the wire!!), but yeah on top of that, I’m also going to have a pile of moving expenses. My bestie and his husband should be able to move the bulk of the big things in the evening of the 1st, but it’s still STRESS. Moving sucks. I like my apartment but the building has so many issues and the management company is being shady af. 

My workplace has also been in the midst of a MASSIVE, now-international-scale scandal. My favourite manager resigned weeks ago, while my bullying, favouritist supervisor is still very much there, and many of the systemic injustices are still being actively practised and it’s all just a LOT. And being broke on top of it never helps, obviously. All that aside… here’s hoping for some productive writing time tomorrow evening. Hope you guys are well. <3