Planning My Days

I’ve resisted plans, routines, scheduling, for a very long time. Even now that I figured out they are good for me, and free me up for spontaneity, I still sabotage myself.

But I want to be free! I want choices! I want to be completely paralyzed by options and do none of the things I want to do, instead doomscrolling through my weekend and then Godzilla-stomping through a rampage Sunday night, angry that I’m not ready for the workweek and also I didn’t have any fun!

Yeah, no. The savage joy...