More Deserving

I used to love you.
Your laughter used to be the soundtrack to my days,
Bringing sunshine to the sourest of moods.
Your thoughts made me a better person,
Helping me seek out a kinder way to be.
Your ability to turn everything into an adventure,
Be it buying milk,
Or climbing three peaks on a blustery Sunday morning,
Made all of life that much more exciting.
And I would wake by your side
Knowing joy about whatever was going to come my way.
Your laughter is still beautiful,
A warmth to it that...