616 - All the Many Ways

I
wasn't sleeping well, which was giving the world an unreal
quality.  Tanifas was threatening to have
Akminchaer dose me if things didn't improve after the wedding. Gan and Fara
slept with me every night now and I mostly lay awake between them or on one side and
the questions fled through my mind over and over and over.  What if I
wasn't ready?  What if I hadn't learned enough? What if I