It was not by God's choice, but my own which sorrows me deeply. After seeing her deteriorate as the cancer takes her breath, it is the only kind thing I can do.
Yes, there are specialists, and more tests and more drugs. And I went that path for a while, until that path looked dark and gloomy as well.
But Hannah does not deserve darkness. She deserves joy and light, so I tearfully make my decision to do what is best for her, which is the hardest path for me.