I Wonder

Today's Friday, which means a post on sexuality of some kind, but the truth is that I'm in a very dark place today. After yesterday's post on the violence in my life that shaped me, I've been thinking about other areas of my life and how I've responded to them. I wonder is it possible to be shaped by something if you're not even sure it happened? I've walked around with a huge question about my life for many, many years and it's a question I'll never get an answer to. I've tried to write...