The first fifty to hundred pages on this book are fantastic. There was so many good lines about identity, depression, race and how all of those things are intermix in a confusing fashion that make it really hard to explain unless you are living it. At one point our main character Pab says, I dont even know what were arguing about at this point, but its clear that being locked in an idiots arms race of saying ignorant things is easier than having a real discussion. Thats a fucking brilliant...