After All These years

Sometimes after all these years after my last miscarriage when my husband tells me of someone we know or he knows that they are pregnant my response is "SO". At times it's something I really don't want to hear. It's amazing that I still get effected emotionally because of what I lost. I am very happy with my family don't get me wrong, but there is still at times that little piece of me that thinks "it's not fair and I don't want to hear about it". Eventually I do get over it and might even be happy for that person. I think this is something I will always struggle with as a woman. Funny, it also makes me want to get the word out about how miscarriages can and do effect women even more.