Crying in the Bathroom

It’s a small thing, but I’ll take it. I tried for something very hard this weekend. Yesterday, I found out I didn’t get it. And I briefly felt like I’d fucked my life, so I cried in the bathroom.

And then I pulled my shit together and thought about it some and I don’t feel bad about it.

It’s not dragging down my whole life.

That feels like a big improvement.