Reoccurring traumas

In life we make a lot of experiences, good
ones and bad ones, and some are so painful that they leave deep wounds and
chronic suffering. Some of these painful experiences can cause major
imbalances. They can make us drift off the natural course of life. For example,
normally you are powerful, determined and you realize your goals but now you
feel weak and you have to protect your wound. Your bleeding wound makes you
feel exhausted. Everything has changed for you. You are no longer the same you
were before the traumatic experience.

When the trauma has happened in this
incarnation, you probably understand your situation. But in the case that your
trauma is from a past life, then you probably wonder why you react in unusual
ways in certain situations. It can take much effort to understand yourself, the
roots of your emotions, your pains and your behavior.

A trauma in the highest meaning is so devastating
that you are completely overwhelmed. This means that you cannot manage and
process your experience. It is too much for you to take and to deal with. And
this is the problem. It is an unprocessed big painful experience which is like
a deep wound which does not heal, which is only bleeding, causing big pains,
making you suffer.

Now, it is important to see and to
understand that behind big problems in life such traumas can hide easily. So,
you can have countless attempts to change your situation, but you fail because
the hidden trauma is not healed. And this means, that you have to ask yourself
if and where traumas are hiding. And then you need to heal them so that you are
free for a happy and successful life.

When we observe traumas and how they
reoccur like patterns then it is fascinating to see the original traumatic
experience behind all the repetitions, especially when it is a trauma from a
past life.

These things have a lot to do with great fears,
with feeling powerless, doomed and they are connected with experiences of
torture, of violent death, of great loss, of total devastation.  

I can only highly recommend to check
yourself for possible traumas and to get professional help for healing, and all
of this asap as you can easily waste decades or a whole life time with reoccurring
traumas and all the problems they cause.