yes or not

I like to feel the body heat,

look at you and feel you by my side

Even if you are lost in your dreams

looking far

distant, serious and invisible

the tangles in my mind

untangle by releasing

one by one the knots

as if they were the ones

as if they were in my throat

and they not let me talk

see you in the figure of an artificial light

wreck in the dark shadows

of a final decision

we are sunk between two words

two short and monosyllable words

a yes or a no

no intermediates, and no secrets

sealing a fire in the rain

a sealed pact

with the stars of a cloudy day

lost and erect we are

watching us and

Not looking at us