Better

I think I'm getting better at this. I spent last night at home and had to medicate for an incipient panic attack, but after that I slept well with no nightmares. Better, when I would half-wake during the night, I felt glad to be at home -- not away from Grey, but cozied up with my cats, in my house, in the bed that is only mine now.

cappsize asked: I know you want to sell stuff, I get that. But do you have that thing set up where people can help you feed the cats? ... I don't want to think about you digging through your things at this point in your life trying to find treasures to sell to us. Maybe some of us just love cats like you do & want to buy some cat food, dude.

I promise I won't sell any treasures -- well, of course I hope the rare copies of my books will become treasures to their new owners, but to me they're just books. But if you want to donate to the always needy PZB Animal Fund, the page with a button to do so is here (horribly out of date, as is the whole website, but it still works), or you can just use my Paypal address, which is funkyegret (at) yahoo (dot) com. Thanks for asking.