January over already? What?

There I go again. That same sick feeling that sweeps over me when I realize the month is almost over. Already!! Gah. I sat myself down yesterday and made a list of all the things I DID complete in these first, few weeks of the new year. It was a pretty good list and, yay! even included fresh writing. So why this sense of dread instead of celebration? Some of it, I'm sure, is knowing deep down