Don’t Think of Me – A Poem

I just

I just really like you

Jordan

And I need something

concrete

Real

I really want this

relationship

because we connect

like we’re meant

to fit

So here’s everything

that can be

But wait

Wake up Jordan

It was all

only a dream

I just

I really like you too ___________

but as I begin

awakening

your face begins

fading

and all I hear

is breaking

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So take me

make me

Build me up, oh yes, make me

Love you, oh yes, make me

Put me back together

Shape me

Do it all, and then

Rape me

Break me

Make me, oh baby girl, make me

Make me oh so fucking crazy

Crazy for love, crazy for this

So crazy I could never seem to see

whatever the fuck this has been

Hallucinating love, like

I’m schizophrenic

But at the same time

you were

my medicine

I fought to give you the world

while you tore mine apart

Cause I tried, on hands and knees

Pried at the Earth till my fingers began to bleed

So what?

Did I care too much?

Not quite enough?

Too understanding

of the “baggage” you brought along?

Please, tell me

what I did wrong

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So don’t think of me

when you’re awoken from this deep sleep

that screaming playlist with my name

set on repeat

realizing this wasn’t

just some fucking dream

and it was real

Realer than it seemed

Don’t think of me

at the day’s long end

when you’re searching for my Jeep

wondering where I could’ve went

Don’t think of me

when you begin to reminisce

of that one cloudy night we

stumbled over he fence

with a whole bottle of liquor

and crept hand in hand

through a pitch black field

doing your stupid hippie dance

because all of this is shit

you let end

and I felt our story

was only about to begin.

You used to sing

you’d never let go

Now, here we are

and you’ve let go

Thank you all for reading.

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