Can't just stay asleep

I don't sleep properly as is. More like deep meditation most nights. Its why I spend all day yawning like there's no tomorrow. But lately I've been finding it harder to convince myself to just keep my eyes closed and not worry about it it. There are just too many other thoughts in my head.

This morning it's 'don't miss the post'. I'm having an item redelivered. It's important I don't miss it. So even though my post normally arrives between 9 and 11 I'm awake at 5 wondering if I should just get up now so I don't miss it because I'm in the shower.

It's ridiculous, but I guess there's not much I can do now that I'm awake anyway. Guess it's time to just get up. What a long day I have ahead of me...