I Came

I made the decision to come

Heart in my throat

Head stuffed full of worries

Like a train speeding full of cargo

Racing away

I made the decision to come

I long to be here

I worry I am doing you in

Why is it so hard

To decide to come

I made the decision to come

Because deep down I’m fiercely brave

And I believed the best about you

And thought the best of myself

I made the decision to come

But maybe I chose wrong