That First Book Feeling

It's a surreal feeling at best, a constipated feeling at worst. Writing as I have been for years and sharing it with the readers as I have been for years, you would think I would be over the nerves by now.

I'm not.

I still get as scared, if not more, when I press that button. Preorders are something new to me, as everything here is. As is the odd mix of anticipation and anxiety as the deadline comes closer.

Yes, my first book The Predator is on preorder.

And yes, pardon my language, I'm losing my shit.