My therapist told me that I'm not really suicidal, I just like to flirt with death... I mean Thanatos is hot so who wouldn't?

I have no idea how to answer.

And I think the reason why I have no idea what to say right now is because one of my dear friends committed suicide five years ago. I’ve been in therapy most of my life for MDD, PTSD and suicidal ideation (well recovered, thanks for asking), and I just ran a fundraiser for the National Suicide Hotline for my birthday off FB, so to me suicide or referencing suicide is profoundly unfunny.

I literally don’t get the humor in this.