I Press On. (Adjusting to Change.)


After going through a big change as a family earlier this year, I see God’s plans and purposes in a new light. There’s joy, struggle, heartache, and beauty when we experience a season of “new.” Adjusting to change isn’t an easy road, but our willingness to face forward and press onward makes all the difference.





When my husband and I made the decision to move to a new school community a few months ago, I expected challenges along the way. Ever the planner in the family, I knew it wouldn’t be easy. However, I wasn’t fully prepared for the battle ahead . . . or the way it would unfold. I didn’t foresee just how hard it would be to leave our previous community, even though we knew God was calling us forward.





The minute we took the first steps of faith, things got rough.



The enemy struck hard during those first few weeks. And I—the mom, the prayer warrior, the planner, the one who cultivates peace, the one who cares for everyone else’s emotional well-being—got hit the hardest.





As things heated up, fiery darts of doubt, fear, and trouble hit me from every side. As a number of things went wrong practically, I struggled to maintain my foothold emotionally. It was hard not to look back and wonder if we’d made the right decision.





Even when we’re right in the middle of God’s will, it doesn’t mean everything works out brilliantly. Sometimes, all-out war breaks loose.



Normally, I find change exciting, especially when I know God’s called me forward, but I’ve learned that change also equals loss. No matter how good the new might be, it’s hard to say goodbye to the old. As the landscape shifts and your heart aches, it’s increasingly difficult to move forward with confidence.





I value familiarity,
comfort, and routine
. Can you relate? With changes afoot, I found myself
far outside my comfort zone—like a fish out of water. The things I’d taken for
granted, the routines we’d set in place years ago and I’d come to rely on, all
slipped out from under me.





A few weeks in, God brought Lot’s wife to mind. She looked
back at her old city and reaped deadly consequences. For the first time, I found
I could really identify with her. Though I reminded myself daily to face
forward, not backward, it was incredibly difficult. I learned there’s a good
reason God warned Lot’s family not to look back:





The temptation to
LOOK BACK is a deadly trap.




Unlike me, Lot’s wife lived in a horrible city, full of sin and ugliness. A whole city full of people committing atrocities, daily. Before destroying it, God sent his messengers to bring Lot and his family out of the city to safety. They gave Lot this instruction: Don’t look back. However, once they were out and the city was destroyed, we read this:





“But Lot’s wife
looked back, and she became a pillar of salt.” (Genesis 19:26)




Why did Lot’s wife look back? Maybe she was curious. If the city I lived in was burned by sulfur from Heaven, it would be hard not to look back, just to see what happened! Or perhaps she was sad. Despite the evil there, her reluctance to leave shows she felt some connection to the home she’d built and the people she knew.





When we look back, we get stuck. We turn to stone. Sadness, fear, regret, and doubt suck the life from us and we come to a standstill.



Furthermore, Lot’s wife’s choice to disobey God’s command
wasn’t just deadly for her. You see, when she looked back, it also affected the
people around her. When she stopped and turned around, she effectively took her
love, help, and influence out of the lives of her family members. After her
death, her daughters fell into gross immorality (see Genesis 19:30-38). They
tricked their father into it as well. Maybe Lot’s wife could have stepped in
and helped. Maybe she could have led her daughters onto a better path. It’s
possible.





When we focus on what we’ve lost, we can’t set our faces bravely toward what we can gain. AND, we cease to go with those around us into the new realms God has for us.



However, if we face forward (aha!), we’re better fit for the challenges ahead and able to receive the blessings in store. We’re more effective as wives, mothers, friends, and daughters. We can come alongside the people who need us most.





If Lot’s wife was tempted to look back at a horrible place, how much more are we tempted to look back at a good place? Change does bring loss. In fact, if we don’t struggle to leave a place and a group of people, perhaps our hearts have grown cold.





Going forward, my prayer is for new relationships at our new school and continued relationships at our previous school. God never asks us to forget the important people in our lives, and it’s important to keep loving people, even when we don’t see them regularly. But he also doesn’t want us to get stuck looking in the rearview mirror at “what was” or “what could have been.”





In the midst of change, God broadens and expands our territories and our hearts so that we can embrace what’s ahead and open our arms to the “more” he has planned.





“I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus.” (Philippians 3:14)





Change comes in many forms. Sometimes, it brings relief. Other times, it brings pain. What’s your biggest struggle when adjusting to change?





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