Carlie's Chapter 10 - Dear Tiger: I Don't Think I'm Human Anymore
LAST WEEK, Simone revealed she was being monitored by a company psi and said it would be better if Tiger didn't talk to her anymore. This week, Tiger begs her not to leave, and sends her something to help her deal with the psi.Chapter 10 – Please Don't Say Goodbye
Simone?
Simone?PLEASE answer me.Please.Pleasepleasepleaseplease….Simone?Well. Fine. I don’t know what you’ve done, or how you’re doing, but I’m going to come find you.So, don’t give up.You can’t go around telling people you love them, and then just disappear like that. This whole ‘I love you so I’m going to cut all ties with you’ thing? It’s not on. I won’t accept it, and I won’t let you say goodbye. It’s not allowed. I’m coming, and I’m going to tear the universe apart until I find you.Just as soon as I can.First, I have to tie things up, here.They brought in another scientist who can tinker with genetics. He loves my work, and really likes dinosaurs. Honestly, you’da thought he was like ten, the way he talks about the monsters we’re making. Anyway, he was horrified when he discovered I was only sixteen to his forty-three. Too bad. I can’t help how my head is wired. So. I have to bring him up to speed. That way the company won’t have any claims on me for training. Not that they have many claims on me, now, what with me being a juvenile and all.I think it will take me two weeks before he can do anything on his own, and to get Kiara to come alongside as his assistant. She doesn’t want to go anywhere, she’s just so glad to have her parents back to normal. And Del needs her. Their parents going AWOL wasn’t good for him, even though they never really left. Kiara says he’s not sleeping very well, so she has to stick around.Either way, she can’t help me, so it’s better she doesn’t know what I’m planning. She also doesn’t know about you. She’s not psi, and I don’t know if she’s readable. Which reminds me.You know how you said I wasn’t really a psi doctor?Well, I sat the theory exams, and I passed them. If I wanted to be a psi doctor, all I’d have to do is an internship, and I’d be there. That makes me the next best thing you have. Talk to me, Simone. I might still be able to help.And by helping, I mean I can try to teach you how to block.It would be easier if you could just get inside my head and see the theory, but I don’t think you can, so I’ll write down a few exercises for you to practice. You should be able to stop that psi from getting into your head, once you’ve practiced them, okay?Good, so, I know you dream of Marrietta. Do you ever dream of me?Actually, please don’t dream of me. The less you think about me, the better, because the less of me that’s inside your head, the less of me they have a chance of finding out about. Let’s keep it that way, until you get yourself out of there. You need to get away, and get safe.When you are away and safe, think of me before you sleep, and we’ll see what happens after that.Until then, you need to think of this: You might be in the main complex for where they study the effects of what was in those jars. You hear what I’m saying, Simone? I’m saying that you might not be alone, that there might be other test subjects in that facility, with you. I’m also saying that the answers to a lot of your questions about what might be in the stuff that was in those jars, might actually be in the systems wherever you are.And you are more than good enough to find it.If you can do what I think you can do, then you can find whatever’s hidden in whatever system you can hardwire yourself into. You had a natural talent for programming, right? Well, now you do that as fast as thought. You can swim the data stream, in the same way you can see what other people are thinking. Just make sure you can lock the door to wherever you’ve hidden your body when you do, because it can’t do anything while you’re running around inside the computer. You don’t want your head to be caught inside the computer, if your body needs it.Your implant can help you. It might be designed for education, but it can be modified for so much more. You don’t have to just use them for class work. I’m surprised you haven’t worked that out, yet. It just shows how worried you are.I don’t know what’s happening to you. Not for sure, but I can take a guess. Whatever was in the jars was mutagenic. You’re mutating. I don’t know why you haven’t gone down the same path as Marrietta, but you haven’t, and I’d need to see what’s happened to the others to work it out.You can get me that information, and I need it—but I need you to be safe, too.I’ve attached the blocking exercises, and one that shows you how to tell what other psis are looking at inside your head. The rest is up to you.
Talk to me.
Don’t leave me hanging, okay?
Tiger.-----------------------------------------------------------------------------
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Simone?Simone?PLEASE answer me.Please.Pleasepleasepleaseplease….Simone?Well. Fine. I don’t know what you’ve done, or how you’re doing, but I’m going to come find you.So, don’t give up.You can’t go around telling people you love them, and then just disappear like that. This whole ‘I love you so I’m going to cut all ties with you’ thing? It’s not on. I won’t accept it, and I won’t let you say goodbye. It’s not allowed. I’m coming, and I’m going to tear the universe apart until I find you.Just as soon as I can.First, I have to tie things up, here.They brought in another scientist who can tinker with genetics. He loves my work, and really likes dinosaurs. Honestly, you’da thought he was like ten, the way he talks about the monsters we’re making. Anyway, he was horrified when he discovered I was only sixteen to his forty-three. Too bad. I can’t help how my head is wired. So. I have to bring him up to speed. That way the company won’t have any claims on me for training. Not that they have many claims on me, now, what with me being a juvenile and all.I think it will take me two weeks before he can do anything on his own, and to get Kiara to come alongside as his assistant. She doesn’t want to go anywhere, she’s just so glad to have her parents back to normal. And Del needs her. Their parents going AWOL wasn’t good for him, even though they never really left. Kiara says he’s not sleeping very well, so she has to stick around.Either way, she can’t help me, so it’s better she doesn’t know what I’m planning. She also doesn’t know about you. She’s not psi, and I don’t know if she’s readable. Which reminds me.You know how you said I wasn’t really a psi doctor?Well, I sat the theory exams, and I passed them. If I wanted to be a psi doctor, all I’d have to do is an internship, and I’d be there. That makes me the next best thing you have. Talk to me, Simone. I might still be able to help.And by helping, I mean I can try to teach you how to block.It would be easier if you could just get inside my head and see the theory, but I don’t think you can, so I’ll write down a few exercises for you to practice. You should be able to stop that psi from getting into your head, once you’ve practiced them, okay?Good, so, I know you dream of Marrietta. Do you ever dream of me?Actually, please don’t dream of me. The less you think about me, the better, because the less of me that’s inside your head, the less of me they have a chance of finding out about. Let’s keep it that way, until you get yourself out of there. You need to get away, and get safe.When you are away and safe, think of me before you sleep, and we’ll see what happens after that.Until then, you need to think of this: You might be in the main complex for where they study the effects of what was in those jars. You hear what I’m saying, Simone? I’m saying that you might not be alone, that there might be other test subjects in that facility, with you. I’m also saying that the answers to a lot of your questions about what might be in the stuff that was in those jars, might actually be in the systems wherever you are.And you are more than good enough to find it.If you can do what I think you can do, then you can find whatever’s hidden in whatever system you can hardwire yourself into. You had a natural talent for programming, right? Well, now you do that as fast as thought. You can swim the data stream, in the same way you can see what other people are thinking. Just make sure you can lock the door to wherever you’ve hidden your body when you do, because it can’t do anything while you’re running around inside the computer. You don’t want your head to be caught inside the computer, if your body needs it.Your implant can help you. It might be designed for education, but it can be modified for so much more. You don’t have to just use them for class work. I’m surprised you haven’t worked that out, yet. It just shows how worried you are.I don’t know what’s happening to you. Not for sure, but I can take a guess. Whatever was in the jars was mutagenic. You’re mutating. I don’t know why you haven’t gone down the same path as Marrietta, but you haven’t, and I’d need to see what’s happened to the others to work it out.You can get me that information, and I need it—but I need you to be safe, too.I’ve attached the blocking exercises, and one that shows you how to tell what other psis are looking at inside your head. The rest is up to you.
Talk to me.
Don’t leave me hanging, okay?
Tiger.-----------------------------------------------------------------------------
The complete series is available as short, individual ebooks, and will become available as an omnibus, later this year. In the meantime, you can find them on this blog, until one week after the last chapter in the last book of the series has been posted, at which point this series will be taken down, and a new series serialised on site.
books2read.com/u/4Awrze
books2read.com/u/mgrxdR 
books2read.com/u/4DoG8D
books2read.com/u/b5Mng1
books2read.com/u/3GYBla
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