Dear gods, what a year.
I lost my mother.
This means I am entangled in an endless, ludicrous and tragic family war. I am at the center, the one all parties appeal to and blame.
This means a house fell on me.
This means (I hope) that I will have another room for books, a chance to travel.
This means I am discovering a little more of who my mother was. I wish we could talked.
I lost Diana Wynne Jones. I miss her terribly.
I lost Mike Waterson, one of my muses; I nearly lost his sister Norma, who was desperately ill, and has (thank gods) recovered slowly.
I have magnificent beloved friends: who are vulnerable.
I don't feel old.
And I can bloody well still write. This last month was a gift, and I rejoice.
Nine
Published on December 02, 2011 20:17