Are you afraid of death? Also, what do you smell like ? :3 lastly; I like reading your posts very very much :)

The fear of death is my defining characteristic. Even the name of my blog and book, Early Onset of Night, is about dying too young. I have been close to death, tasted its kiss, had my heart restarted electrically with paddles. Death is my shadow and walks with me everywhere I go, constantly looking at its watch. Currently, I smell like Burt Bee's Garden Tomato Toner, and thank you very much :)