Apparently I don't panic...

Every parent has their thing. Sure, give any parent with half an imagination time, they can come up with insanely awful scenarios to torture themselves with. But even in rational moments there is always the thing. It haunts you. For some it is SIDS, others drowning, but whatever it is, it is this deep seeded fear that doesn't leave and the worry that when it happens there will be nothing you can do to save them. Mine's choking. The baby bird mouth opening and closing while watching your child...