"My inability to remember...

"My inability to remember is disconcerting. Disturbing. Anxiety grows in my convoluted brain as it tries to grasp onto the memories. I know they’re there. I can feel them. I can sense them. But it’s like their floating above me, just out of reach. My fingertips skim their jagged edges, only to push them farther away."
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~ Beautifully Broken, The Broken Series by A. R. Wile